Plz Don't Be Sad.

AsSalam and hello.

i'm blogging again.

why? cos Highlight a.k.a the legendary old BEAST just dropped their mv for their new song, Plz Don't Be Sad.

as usual, i understand none of the korean lyrics, but the song is so good, i have a smile on my face throughout watching the mv. the chorus is quite addictive. yeah i cannot even pronounce the suppose lyrics but the chorus still feel good for the ears. so that's nice.

some said the song is like a chill Block B song. i only know Zico tho so ok then.

Doojoon looking so mighty fine in the mv and the others also just as good but not as good as him ahahah but still with all the stressful stuff that happened to me for the last 12 hours or so, this mv and this song is my current medicine.

feel nice to see Gikwang at the center, enjoying himself better than before. a tiny bit disappointed that Dongwoon's voice not as clear but oh well. Yoseob and that game looking like a childish and adorable 8y.o boy.

overall, i love this song. the song before this song is also nice. i'm happy Highlighter! hee.

update about the problem before: told my dad about it. was hoping for a montly allowance like when i was doing my degree. he told me to check with UITM first and nothing can be solved, i have to accept it and move on to other things. might checkout some translating work too.

i met Amber

A'kum n ello.

after years of being active in all KPOP stuff, i stop being active #blameBiomole.

since 2007, i went to ALMOST all the big KPOP shows in Malaysia.

DBSK's O.Jung.Bang.Hap concert (when they were still FIVE!), FT Island's 1st concert (which end up cancelled~~), Super Junior's Super Show I & II, i went to almost all of them.

still, concerts are increasing, but the savings are decreasing. the money that i save for the future are in RED level after i spent most of it with KPOP stuff.

BEAST's MALAYSIA FANMEETING 2011

A'kum n ello.

[WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD]

last night (2nd of July), went to Sunway Lagoon. entrance fee: RM353, that was the price after 10% discount. not cheap, i know. especially that we(AliaBaik,AqilahPrasanCute,MiezahGS and NoiLovely) didn't even play any game in that place.

but still, TOTALLY WORTH IT. why, you maybe want to know?

TRALALA~~!!

so....BI SEU TEU!

U-KISS SHOWCASE at Pavilion. AJ is HOT.

A'kum n ello...

two days ago, i went to a free concert.

hahaha.

FREE KPOP SHOW AGAIN!

this time, it was organized by some famous company instead of the government. unlike the government who tried to use KPOP to fish for vote from the youngsters for next year's national poll, the company that organized the concert (that company: Radioactive) maybe use it to be more famous.


yeah.
maybe that.

and oh.

the Korean celebrity this time:

U-KISS !!!!

HAHA.

and wow, it was REALLY REALLY FUN!

Super Junior M at Hari Belia

A'kum n ello....

in a place that full of people, especially people like kids that don't even know what KPOP is(little kids: KPOP? is that candy??i want!), or some families that want to bring their kids to some cheap stuff instead of dinner at TGIF or CHILIS like the other modern families or teenagers that only there because...

"oh hey.LETS WATCH SUPER JUNIOR! you know,that Korean group with 13 members. free stuff. and girls will also be there. and we also can make fun of that group"

which, kinda stupid of them, cos that Korean group were Super Junior M, not Super Junior. and Super Junior M only got 8 members,not 13. tho 6 of them are actually Super Junior members. but still.

oh.

yeah.

Super Junior M. performed in a FREE CONCERT. for an event for YOUTH that was organized by the government themselves.

cool eh?

it was FREE.

2AM's Autograph Session

A'kum n ello.

few hours ago,which was yesterday,the May 20, and also a Friday, n oh,by few hours, it also meant 7 hours ago, i just met 2AM.

yeah people.2AM.

which consist of Jo Kwon, JinWoon,ChangMin (not that Changmin,no) and SeuLong.

the people that have good bodies. 

a Korean guy: 7

A'kum n ello..

so just now....
i met a Korean guy.

a handsome, tall and always smile.

he even got himself a very big n bald bodyguard.

[view] KPOP article

A'kum n ello.

i need to blog about this:

taken from NadiaSepet's blog.

too lazy to even upload it.

i don't even want to read that article.

the big titles are already enough for me.

AWASI REMAJA FANATIK KPOP = BEWARE OF YOUNG KPOP FANATICS

i have to agree with this title.

as i don't even want to read the article, i'll just say this: kpop fans are dangerous. cos i experienced that danger. i had a near-death experience because of it. i experienced stampede after the FT Island's fanmeeting. if i only care about snapping Won Bin's 'BCG' instead of my own, maybe i won't even have the chance to blog about this.

the stampede happened during this time.

still, if you compare Malaysian fans and Korean fans in terms of strength, Korean fans will win. before the BEAST's showcase at KL Live, there were these 2 Korean fans who pushed me and my friends, and maybe some other fans. they did that with their own strength, and they did it fast, very very fast.

they're like these 2 football american players that have power and speed. someone like Shin in Eyeshield 21(2nd best sport manga after Slam Dunk). they're powerful.

Malaysian fans, however, are weak. they maybe can push other fans away. they maybe can create stampede. they maybe can sacrifice their sleep to que for Super Junior's concert ticket at 4am, but no, they are not that strong. those women that fight for empty spaces in the Lady's Coach at that KTM train are way stronger than Malaysian kpop fans. don't believe me? try it. those ladies won't give you any mercy.

BEWARE OF THEM? YES. but you don't need to make it seems like they are that dangerous.

the KPOP people maybe show their legs in those concerts, but they don't even show any cleavage! even the men didn't show their entire abs in that concert.

ELAK KES BUNUH DIRI AKIBAD OBSES MUZIK KOREA = 

AVOID SUICIDE BECAUSE OF KOREAN MUSIC OBSESSION

err...what?

none of the Malaysian korean fans are even thinking about this!!! why you suddenly said this??? don't you even know that the Malaysian fans might do what you just said??? don't you know this maybe give an idea to those obsessed fans that they'll choose suicide if their idol died??

i'm not saying fans won't kill themselves because of this obsession. i know some would. Michael Jackson's fans kill themselves because that singer died. and i know some fans maybe will do that too, including the KPop fans.

but as a Malaysian kpop fans, i never ever saw this kind of idea appear in the Malaysian fans' mind. so please, your words might give an idea to people instead of making them be careful.

i thought reporters have to learn psychology, isn't it?

grow up,seriously. this suicide topic is taboo especially in this generation.

PEMINAT SANGGUP BERHABIS DUIT = FANS ARE WILLING TO SPEND MONEY

wow. you just found out about this??

let take this positively: parents know what to buy for their children after this. they can give their kpop-addict daughter a Super Junior's album that only cost RM65, they'll accept it greatly. no need to waste money on Blackberry or iPhone or iPad that'll cost more than RM2000++.

and oh, our country's relationship with South Korea will be better than before too.

we helped their economy, they can help our economy too.

and oh, at least the KPOP fans spend their money on CDs, DVDs, hoodies, instead of drugs, rite?

seriously reporters of Berita Mingguan, your view in this are embarrassing. your paper already made headline with that stupid caricature of Tsunami chased after Ultraman.

do you know what KPop fans did? we unite Bumiputeras and Non-Bumiputeras together: we love Kpop. we maybe spend our money on those expensive merchandise and tickets, but we ALWAYS have respect for each other.

our PM should be proud of our contribution to the nation.

night night~!

ps: if my opinion is not the same as you, you should just keep quiet about it. we need positivity, not some negativity.

[late] DiGi KPOP PARTY.

A'kum n ello..

i know i should blog about this MONTHS ago as people already forget about it, but how about you read this post like the party was yesterday and maybe you can go back to the memory lane while reading it.

ney?

so i'm blogging about:

DiGI KPOP PARTY!

a.k.a CUBE PARTY.

(both are fine)

MYB2UTY JunSeob Birthday Party

A'kum n ello.

MYB2UTY's JUNSEOB BIRTHDAY PARTY

Venue: somewhere deep at The Gardens' Food Garden.

Time: 12pm-5pm

some info about myB2uty: a Malaysian forum that involve BEAST and BEAST only.or maybe their managers too.

some info about JunSeob: a couple name for Junhyung and Yoseob.u dunno couple name?google~

who is BEAST and JunSeob: that's why they exist Google.n oh,SHAME ON YOU!

ok,back to blog.

as the gathering was about 1 months ago,so maybe i forget some stuff. 

and by the way, all of these will be my opinion. don't say i'm too personal in my post or anything,ok?

ok.now start!

[OH.LONG POST AHEAD.YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ALREADY]

erm.

i forgot the date of the gathering.oh damn.i'll google it later.i think it was around 26th December.after Christmas i think.cos people were talking about Boxing Day at that time. and Liverpool had a match at that time,(which they lose,blame Hodgson).

seriously.START!

i went there with NajwaGiler and AqilahPrasanCute to the venue,by train,cos Aqilah forgot that her car was wrecked ~.~ . as Aqilah is a frequent visitor in almost all shopping malls in KL,she knows her way to that food court,or food garden as what the shopping mall name it.

anyway, we were kinda late,i think. which i forgot what was the reason tho. we knew they'll start it at 12pm, and some unknown group that the forum invited will performed. seriously,i dunno who was that group.(early opinion.read until the end of the post).

anyway, we arrived about 12.05pm. and they already started. and i think we missed the performance from that invited group. oh well. 1st thought:never mind.it's not like they're famous.

anyway, i saw the usual faces at the front. i saw Kak JC (last time,i blogged her name wrongly,and she commented on it.and i told her i'll type her name correctly in this gathering's post.aha) and Kak Hani (you know,the Doojoon's wife from this post).

and when we were seated, this 1 girl gave us some colored papers with numbers on it. we took it with open arms and not thinking any evil stuff.

so they talked. obviously i forgot what they said cos it was about a month ago and they were no microphone.aha.

anyway, they started a game...........

the game was something like this:

• a box full of papers that have numbers on it.
• a staff took out a number.
• someone with the number came out.
• that someone had to do some stuff (dancing,singing,imitations etc)
• just imagine.

so they started the game.

...

yes,i forgot what happened to others cos i only remember what happened to me.

yes,i have a reason for only remember about me.

...oh oh!

i remember this girl who got her number called,and she had to show something that BEAST always do (i think so) to the opposite sex (I THINK SO). and people were like, "SHOW UR ABS!SHOW UR ABS!SHOW UR ABS!" and seriously,she's a girl. so she didn't show her abs,but she did show something.which i forgot what.

anyway, Kak JC's number was also called. and she had to find a stranger and shouted SO BEAST (i think) with that stranger. she found someone,a MAN. ok,so BEAST! ok.not.but still,ahaha.

anyway.....

i'll fast forward....to ME.

yes, my number was called.

my number was 17 (i think).

let me tell you what really happened:

there were Aqilah,Najwa, and i. and also, another new friend that had 2 numbers cos her friend couldn't come.(i'll talk about this new friend later) and i called this new friend Yana Liyana instead of Liyana.haha. and obviously, we were nervous when they wanted to call the numbers. we were like "NOT ME PLEASE.NOT ME.NOT ME" and of course, i was "hopefully they call Aqilah's number" "hopefully they call Najwa's number" "hopefully they call Yana Liyana's numbers" "HOPEFULLY THEY WON'T CALL MY NUMBER"

oh shucks. why did i even wish that?

the staff were choosing the next number. and then i heard Kak JC said "seventeen.weyh,seventeen". seriously, i think i was the only one who heard that. but then she kinda SHOUTED that number. and i was like "WHAAAAAAT????" and people were looking.

oh yeah, baby. my shock voice was loud.

najwa was laughing.aqilah was laughing.YANA LIYANA,WERE YOU LAUGHING TOO????

and people were clapping for me.how nice.

i was really really weird at the front. i laughed laughed laughed. i don't even know why i laughed when i didn't even start it.aha.

and so, they gave me a box(maybe) that full of papers that have punishments on it. so i took one. 

and the punishment was something weird like this: "demand for exception"

you understand what it means?

as someone who just registered herself for MUET, i think it means i have to demand to let myself not do the punishment.

so i said that to the whole people there.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.they didn't let me off. -_-

instead, they asked me to do something else.

ok cool.

someone shouted: DANCE!

i was like "no dance,please. i'm a BEAST fan. but i only listen to their songs.not their dance"

so another someone shouted:SING!

i was like "no sing,please. i dunno their lyrics" srsly,you'll say the same thing if u see those fans with their memorizing skills in saying those korean words.

and in the end, Kak Hani said "how about you introduce yourself as Junhyung and Yoseob in Junhyung and Yoseob's way"

i was like O_O.

seriously,i haven't watched any idol's variety shows for a long time already. the last idol's variety show that i watched was SHINee's hello baby. and that was about 2 years ago.or maybe last year?i'm not sure. and seriously,i never watch any BEAST shows.i still haven't finish BEAST Almighty.da.

and seriously, the only thing that i had in my mind at that time was my imagination of Junhyung and Yoseob.yeah,blame NadiaSepet cos of her fanfiction.haha.

so in my mind,i was thinking, 'Junhyung is a cool person.Yoseob is a cute one'.

so....

"hello.i'm Yong Junhyung.i love coke" in a very cool macho way.

apparently, i wasn't loud.i had to repeat it.

"HELLO,I'M YONG JUNHYUNG.I LOVE COKE" people were laughing at that coke part.

and then......

the Yoseob part.

"hello~!!!!!!! i'm YONG YOSEOB~~~~!!!!!!" in a cute way.and i made my voice louder.

people were laughing, histerically.(i just noticed that i said his name wrongly,but nobody really bother).

and i looked at Kak Hani. her face was weird.and i was like "WHAT WHAT WHAT???WHAT IS WRONG????" and then she said "APEHAL YOSEOB COMEL SANGAT NI?????"

and seriously,i collapsed cos of laughing so much.hahahahahahahhaha

and then i went to my seat.

Najwa and Aqilah were still laughing.

Yana Liyana,were you laughing tooo????

and so, things went happily after that. they provided us some lunch. Korean food for lunch.hoho.it was nice.but too many stuff which is kinda awesome considering we only paid RM10 for the gathering.

and then,after lunch and pray,we played another game. they said it similar to this show,Bouquet. but as u know,the only variety show that i watch are 1N2D,Running Man and We Got Married(KhunToria only).

anyway, the game was something like:

• a song is playing.
• a group of 6 or about that must decide what pose that they need to do after the song stop playing.
• the whole group must have similar pose.

so it was like that.

my group sucks at it.seriously.

and when Yana Liyana, an Ustazah-in-the-making danced Mister at the front, i was like "HAHAHAHA.BAKAL USTAZAH TENGAH NARI TU!!!"

credits: MYB2UTY's facebook

game end.my group didn't win.aha.

and then, the special guest(the invited group) that MYB2UTY's invited gave 2 performances of BEAST: Shock and Soom.haha.

credits: MYB2UTY's facebook

they are a dancing group called REDO. no personal opinions will be said by me,but this group is AWESOME! which is kinda brilliant cos they're not Korean but Malaysian like us.

and so, they danced Shock and Soom.

and hahahahahahhahaha,like usual, Aqilah and I shouted like a mad fangirl. you know how good we are when we become like that.hahaha.

we were like "DOOOOOOOJOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!YOSEOOOOOOOOOOB!!!!!BEASSSST!!!!! DONGWOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!"

and seriously,we were at the middle and those dancers could see us clearly. and 1 of them looked at us, and we looked away but then he laughed while dancing.hahahahahah. we also laughed seeing him like that.and we also laughed cos we were shouting like mad girls.hahahaha. Kak JC was looking at us laughingly, and we kinda waited for someone to said "yo girls.behave urself!!! this people are not BEAST"

but who cares. just pretend that BEAST are dancing in front of you then.hahahaha.seriously, those group were awesome and hopefully,our fangirling will make them achieve success.ahaha.

and then....

END.

oh. we did have a picture together with the other fans.it was nice.

credits: MYB2UTY's facebook

the event ended at 4.30pm,i think. tho fans still around until 6pm.

oh, NoiTheCousin told me to pick up her Lights Go On Again album from Kak JC. she gave me the album and also this big poster.

and oh well, you know what happen when those stuff are in my hands.

TA-DA!

anyway, just when we start to say bye bye to the staff, we talked some stuff with Kak JC.we talked talked and talked. about Papa Hong followed Kak JC at twitter,about Hottest hating B2uty, about B2uty that know nothing about BEAST, about the old gathering at Secret Recipe and some others..

i think we said bye bye plenty of times and stood up and sit down plenty of times cos we still end up talking eventhough we already said bye bye. and we hugged goodbye twice or trice because we always thought we already going.hahaha.

and we said the 1st bye bye at 5pm.but end up did the official bye bye at 6pm. blame Kak JC for that.haha.

blame her.HAHA.

and so.

THAT.

finally i blogged about it.hahahaha.

i really recommend you to go to this gathering.nice people.seriously.aha.

ta then!

BEAST reminder and Work.

A'kum n ello.

ok.

this is just reminder as i'm already bored looking at the same post at my blog.

a reminder to me tho.not you. tho i have to remind you that i'm still alive,still a Cassiopeia,still a Liverpool fan,still  Microbiologist student,still want to admit that i'm a Pisces even though the new horoscope thinks i'm an Aquarius, and i am still Shim Changmin's wife.

....and oh,also Miura Haruma's mistress,DooJoon's long lost girlfriend,Kyuhyun's dreamgirl and also Xabi Alonso's ex-wife.

anyway, i'll try to update about THESE POSTS before the end of January.

THIS.

MyB2uty's JunSeob birthday party

and

 THIS

DiGi Kpop Party.

(and oh, DooJoon's arm)

HEE!

i have a job right now that does not involve money (no,i'm not doing charity) at KPJ Selangor. kinda tough as i don't really have ANY WORK to do at that place. i mean, i'm not as busy as other people that work at the Government hospital.

and bcos i don't have anything to do at my workplace,my brain end up being tired and i get sleepy easily.which is NOT GOOD as i have to wake up early and even don't have time for twitter,which is my main source of news and gossips.

...and hospital gossips is totally not healthy for a good person like me that thinks Team Medical Dragon really exist in the world, and Grey's Anatomy is just fake. (and by the way, Grey's Anatomy stuff at real hospital really exist.tho i don't know the have lunch at Patient's room part.but the Surgeon's chatting during surgery part?that's true)

anyway, i'll try to blog about those important stuff especially about DooJoon's arms. cos you know,i still can visualize his arms in my mind.haha.

and also,i really love Stadium Negara. last time, i saw Jaejoong's arms. and now,i saw DooJoon's arms. whoa yeah! i love Stadium Negara. MORE MORE MORE SKINS PLS!

k now.

that's all.

at least i blog about my work.haha.

ta then.

Si Won on me.

A'kum n ello..

i mentioned before that my dad went to Korea before this. and yes, i did tell the whole world at twitter that i got some Kpop stuff.

and so, here they are!

(only the one that related to Kpop)

ok.

this is a shirt.

with an 11 on it.

however, this is not a common shirt.

HAHA.

why not common?

this is SNSD, people. the women in your wet dream.

the story behind the shirt:

apparently, my dad bought this for my sister. because it was for my sister, he bought a size S. then, he told my sis that he bought for her a shirt that is similar to Girls Generation. my sis,a try-hard-anti-Korea said she doesn't want it. and so, I,as a fanatic Korea fangirl, i took the shirt.HAHA. the shirt is tight on me tho.it makes my small boobs become big.HAHAH.oh well.that's why cardigans exist.

response from other people about the shirts:

• wear that shirt and sing Oh. <-----miezah said this
• give that shirt to your small bodied cousin. <-----my dad said this
• wear that shirt and hold pom-pom. <-----mimi said this
• ahahahahaha.you'll become Seohyun, your least favourite member in SNSD.ahahahahha!! <----my inner self

hrm. 

ok.NEXT!

my favourite!

you'll see this like plain shirt eh? but no,it's not a plain shirt.

story behind the shirt:

my dad suppose to give this to my brother,Haikal. he gave it to Haikal and Haikal tried it. Haikal told him that this is a girl's shirt, but my dad insisted it was a man's shirt cos the tag showed a group of men stood as a group. anyway, my dad also said the shirt has a MAN on it, not a woman. so he was insistence in thinking that the shirt is for male.

so haikal wore it. and EVERYBODY LAUGHED!!! he looked like a gay-man!! or maybe like a wrestler.hahaha.

so i told Haikal "let me wear it" and so i wore it. and when i wore it, i saw the tag. there were Super Junior on it. HRM.

and i wore that shirt. and i suddenly have this thought. i immediately look at the shirt.the man on it seems familiar.HUH?

i looked at the shirt. i saw Super something. EH??













i looked at the man's face.and when i saw the words under the man's face. i shouted. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

SI WON!!!! SI WON!!! SI WON!!!!

this hot guy is on my shirt!!!

oh bloody hell.

and of course. i told Haikal and my dad that the shirt is MINE.

HAHA.

so that's the story of this shirt.HAHA.

response:

• siwon's on ME! <----my inner and outer self

erm.

i'll only blog this 2 stuff then.

oh. my dad got 2 SM Town's plastic bags that didn't even look like plastic bags.one of the bags has Super Junior on it,and the other one has SNSD.(no picture of the bag btw) my dad got this bag cos he bought those t-shirts at SPAO shop. and the shopkeeper there asked him if he wants the bag. as my father know how much i love this stuff, he asked for 2. and when he found out that he can make business with the bags, he regretted not asking for 4 instead.

and that is all.

HAHA.

ta then!

ps: please comment or tick the response box cos i appreciate that so much :D

he has a gilfriend.

A'kum n ello..

so the KPOP world already know about this certain shining guy dating a certain unknown woman (yeah,i dunno her.who is she btw?).

and so fans are crazy cos this kind of thing rarely happen in the KPOP world. i mean,RARELY for an idol with another celebrity together, and not just that,young idols too.

I,a Cassiopeia through and through, should not mind about this much. but apparently, i mind it so much i think my heart just beat 1beat/sec, which is not a good thing.

i have to admit that he is a good looking man which a short body and with a powerful voice and i think i might HAD a celebrity crush on him. but then i saw Minho,and my life is like full of rainbow and had this thought "who the hell is Jonghyun?"

and so, when the news about him(Jonghyun) dating a very slutty woman (in the eyes of MiezahSkeMinho), i have to say, "lucky me.it's not Minho"

and dear Shin Se Kyung...
some part at Korea have this group of fans that hoping you'll be like this:

RIP

note from blogger: all the pictures here are not hers.and she is not a killer.and she is far from Korea.

Park Yong Ha T-T

A'kum n ello..

Do you watch Winter Sonata?

Do you watch On Air?

if you watch both dramas, you obviously know this guy:

my oh my oh my.

he's dead.

apparently he commit suicide.

OH MY GOD!


I LOVE THIS GUY!!!!!!!!!!

seriously i love this guy! i love him more than Bae Yong Joon in Winter Sonata!! i watched On Air cos of HIM! I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO WATCH HIS NEW DRAMA!

and now...he's.... dead.

he's dead.

i'm very sad. very very sad. this is sadder than the time when i found out Heath Ledger died.

when i saw the title [NEWS]Park Yong Ha died at Omono's LJ, i thought maybe his character in a drama died. they when i read the whole thing, i was like "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUICIDE??NO!!!!!!IT'S REAL!!"

mind you, this is way shocking than Michael Jackson's death.

he really an actor that i like. he must be through plenty of problems that he decided to commit suicide. nobody expect him to hang himself, but he was an actor anyway. that's the toughest part of being one. people don't know the real you.

my condolences to his family :(

You'll Never Walk Alone, Park Yong Ha~

i'll remember you in these 2 dramas:

TT-TT

BEAST in MY

A'kum n ello..

i know the post about BEAST are really LONG....

so this is a post to make things easier for you readers:

BEAST in MY

Part 1: The Entrance.

Part 2: The Show

enjoy then. 

still an adventure. and my legs still sore from all the pushing.

BEAST in MY:the show

A'kum n ello..

i better start typing now even though my head really not in the mood to blog. I'M TRYING HERE!

ok.

so i was inside the KL Live. as i was one of the earliest people that entered, i saw the non-Tshirt people that were allowed to enter the gate. however, they had to wait outside the door of the KL Live instead of enter directly. the non-Tshirt had to wait for the Tshirt fans to enter first.....

but i heard they end up letting the non-Tshirts enter before all the Tshirt fans enter. so i don't know about that.

again, i already inside the hall.

and many fans already there. the VIPs were upstairs. the non-VIP like me have to stand at the middle of the hall, and plenty of the fans have their own placards and they show off their placards and the short people like me couldn't even see the stage. (placards are NO NO! yeah yeah, you want Doojoon to see your placard, but still.....!!)

oh well. we already inside. we better snap some pictures:

wow we look HIGH.

and then, the hall was dark. the screen showed the Cube Entertainment artistes videos which include BEAST and 4minute. fans were screaming and singing along. it'd be nice if the fans stop pushing for once.......

and then, the hall was in a light mode. a chinese(i think) man with a spec appeared. he told us we need to stop pushing cos many people already collapsed. he also stated that there are 35 people in the Emergency room, maybe cos of the pushing and all. and then he said "please don't push so that we can start on time"

oh how nice. ON TIME??? IT'S ALREADY 9PM!!!! (the showcase suppose to start at 7PM and end at 9.30PM)

and so, around 9PM, the place was dark. then pom...pom...pommmm! BEAST APPEARED!!!!! with white clothes!

people were shouting!
people were screaming!!
"KYA~~~~!!! DOO JOON!!!" "KYA~~DOOJOON!!!!" "KYA~~~KIGWANG!!!" 
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK,YOSEOB!!!!" <---the one who shrieked like this was Aqilah. IT was painful.

so...BEAST!

PEOPLE WERE PUSHING~~~~
seriously people. i can't even enjoy the show. people were pushing me. i couldn't even see the boys clearly cos of the placards and cameras. dear fans, next time, WEAR A TUDUNG TO A FREE-STANDING PERFORMANCE,WILL YOU? YOUR HAIR ARE GREASY AND STICKY, IT FEELS LIKE A DRY PERIOD BLOOD. TIE YOUR HAIR OR JUST WEAR A SCARF, CAN YOU??

mind you, i know many Beast's songs but i don't even know the title of their songs when they sang on that night.

so, i'm sorry.

i have to say, DongWoon has the most fans. whenever he appeared, fans would scream LOUDLY. and wow he really look like Ryo Nishikido. haha. KiGwang also has plenty fans. maybe cos of his abs and muscle.haha.

and cos all the pictures are Emi's, and Emi is a fan of Dongwoon, so...:

not a good picture of him. but who care. THERE'S DOOJOON IN THIS PICTURE!!!

oh. the performance was great. their voices are good. it was live, so it was awesome to listen them singing. i couldn't enjoy their dance tho. people were pushing. my vision was like a fancam; shaky and blurry. damn you pushers!

MYSTERY~MYSTERY~

but still, with those fans pushing me and all, i end up standing at the front row.hahahahaha. ok, more like 2nd row to be exact, but i really was near the stage.haha.i could see Yoseob's short height and Doojoon's sweaty neck and chest. HAR HAR~~!

SEE DOOJOON's CHEST THERE???

hahaha.

oh. i don't like the woman in front of me. as i was in the 2nd row, the woman was at the front row. there was a barrier in front of her. she stood on the barrier, so she was taller than anybody else in the hall. and not just that, she had a placard with Kigwang's name on it, and she shove it in front of my face. damn i couldn't even see the view clearly, AND I SUPPOSE TO HAVE ONE OF THE BEST VIEW!da.

anyway, as i was at the front, and also at the middle, BEAST members always appeared in front of me. you know that women that i hate, cos she was TALLER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE, she got to hold Dongwoon's hand. damn you woman!

the story was like this: BEAST were singing, and Dongwoon suddenly came to us and pull out his hand to touch the fans and that stupid woman got to touch his hand. aih.

ok. i'll try not to be mad at that that woman. 

erm.

oh. there were this talking moment.

(i'll skip thiss part as i don't really care much about it. a Chinese girl posed together with BEAST, and a Malay girl was the luckiest girl of the night cos BEAST sang a song for her.sweet~~)

during the talk, the host was talking and asking BEAST about Malaysia and so on. random question like "what do you think of Malaysian fans?" Dongwoon said "so..BEAUTIFUL!" which made the fans went "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!" and the host started talking again, but Dongwoon suddenly interrupt him (i like the way Dongwoon interrupt him.i hate that host.he didn't know anything about BEAST or even Kpop or even the showcase).

...Dongwoon said "Do you want to take picture with us??" he asked THE FANS. and obviously, the fans went "YES!!!!!!!" and so, this picture exist:

and i was the one in that RED BOX.

look at it clearly.the one beside Dongwoon's head.

and so, BEAST sang again. the fans still pushed me. and there was this woman in front of me. she said something to me "can you put away your hand from me???" she said that. i didn't respond. cos if i show my true colours, maybe Doojoon will see my BAD side, and i don't want that to happen, so i just kept quiet even though i want to say "HOW ABOUT YOU THROW AWAY YOUR CAMERA,YOU MILF!" i really want to say that. her camera really a nuisance.

and oh. i saw KIGWANG's ABS! i saw HIS ABS! i was like WHOA! i saw ABS!!! he pulled his shirt in front of me. i can see his PECS clearly! 

to be honest, i was awed for only a short moment of time. Kigwang really is sexy with all the muscles. but he kinda thin tho. you know what, i have a brother that has a body structure but maybe a lil bit thinner than Kigwang's. my brother got an abs. tho not as fit as Kigwang's,but he got an abs. and Kigwang's abs was like my brother's, so the awesomeness of his abs was a short moment for me. sorry AJ. you really are sexy.

anyway, the showcase near it end......

Doojoon was talking..

and Yoseob really is short....

and damn this guy looks like Ryo!

and i love the encore. they mix up Bad Girl, Mystery, Shock and maybe other songs together. i love it! and then they said bye2 and "SAYA CINTA MALAYSIA!"

Dongwoon the one who said that. a good way for the Malaysians to remember the native language. cos nowadays not many people say "SAYA CINTA MALAYSIA". mostly people say "I LOVE MALAYSIA!"

and then, the autograph session started. cos it was close to 11PM at that time, they had to cut the autograph session short. NOT ALL FANS CAN GET THE AUTOGRAPH on that night. UMM said before the showcase that fans can shake hands with BEAST, but nope, the fans couldn't do that cos it'll slow the fansigning. 

anyway, i got their autograph. to tell you the truth, when i was in front of them, i don't really have the excitement inside me. i wasn't enthusiastic like i should be. i wasn't normal as a fangirl. i was like a girl that meet a stranger and smile awkwardly at them. seriously, i was like that.

when i was on stage, i was dead tired. i really want the night to end. i don't care about BEAST anymore. i was like "ok,get the autograph and go home,now" so when i was on the stage, i tried to be an obedient fan. i gave my gift for Doojoon to the staff there. (i even put my twitter address on my gift.hahahaha) and i gave my album for the members to sign. everybody smiled at me. i smiled back at them. i was like "thank you,thank you" i was like a tourist at foreign tourist shop.seriously. i smiled at them awkwardly. the girl behind me was like "SARANGHAEYO OPPA!!" and dongwoon replied to her "saranghaeyo~~!" and i was like "hehe.thank you~~"

wow. maybe this is why i don't have a boyfriend. oh my.

i was in front of Kigwang...he smiled at me. and i smiled back. and he got this "oh, this fan don't know how to smile.just smile back at her" smile........

when i was in front of Doojoon, Doojoon smiled at me, and again, i was like "*smile awkwardly* thank you~~ hrm" and i know i really was weird. 

and i know i had to change, so when i was in front of Yoseob, i tried to smile as brightly as possible. Yoseob really was cute. he smiled brightly back at me, and i smiled awkwardly back at him.

so yeah.that's the end. i kinda like wasted my chance tho. oh well. i don't really care. i was in pain, sore and sad. my mind was "uruguay vs korea.what happen???" seriously. maybe i should ask Doojoon the score instead of smiling awkwardly at him.

anyway. when the fansigning of the night end, we went home. we went to the parking lot. Ahhin said maybe BEAST's van were parked in the same parking lot as us. at that time, i didn't really care much about Beast. i was worried about Noi at that time. as i was searching for Aqilah's car (which i forgot she drove a Kancil on that night) i saw 3 Alphards behind Aqilah's car. Emi,Aqilah and Ahhin slowly went to the Alphards. the front one was moving. i looked at that moving Alphard. then Emi said "AHHHHHHH!!BEAST INSIDE THAT CAR!!!!!" they wave at that Alphard and Yoseob was waving back at them. mind you, i really was embarrassed cos i was stupidly searching for Aqilah's car and walked funnily just to find that car. and i think maybe the people in the Alphards saw what i did and......

and you know what, the parking lot was empty. seriously.

and i said before, that the parking fee was RM3/hour. so Aqilah paid RM27.

i'll pay you later.

and yes baby.that's all.

i didn't go to the Autograph Session at One Utama cos i was at Putrajaya at that time. 

i didn't entirely enjoy the showcase, but oh well, BEAST are handsome alright. so it's nice to see handsome men.haha.

ta then!

ps: no, Doojoon is not following my twitter.

credit images: Emilia's facebook.

BEAST in MY:the entrance

A'kum n ello...

i'll try to blog as enthusiastic as i could. mind you, the last 24 hours were not that great for me,it slowly made me forget the BEAST's showcase.

so, before that, i want to say sorry to Aqilah cos when she told me all those stuff about the meet&greet session with Beast, i should be shrieking together with her,just to join her enthusiasm. but you know, i was kinda busy at that time, and the tv was showing Gerrard's frustrated face, so i wasn't really in the mood to hear your shriek and to hear any good talk about anything that not related to football.again,sorry. and then, i want to say sorry to Ahhin and Noi cos i dragged them to go to that showcase,and they end up being pushed by those crazy fangirls and fanboys. and i want to say sorry to Emilia cos i told her to come to the venue by herself.

ok.

apologizing moment end.

so start-o!

BEAST!! BEAST!! BEAST!!

SO...BEAST!

we(alia,aqilah,ahhin) arrived at KL Live at 3pm. the parking rate at KL Live is rm3/hour. expensive eh?and the showcase end at 11pm.

yeah.calculate if you please. and aqilah,i'll pay later.

anyway, at 3pm, we arrived. and the place kinda crowded. plenty of people but not that many. maybe around 100 something at that time. people were waiting for their turn for the Lucky Draw.

and i know some of you know nothing about the Lucky Draw or even Beast, so i better explain what's the benefit of winning the Lucky Draw: you can meet&greet BEAST members,which also means, take pictures with them,and see them up-close.

among us, Emi was the first one who entered the lucky draw. she need to pull out the orange ball among the white balls. she got the white ball. aqilah was next. she got orange! and i was excited for her, so i looked back and wanna tell Ahhin, but that girl was nowhere behind me. then it was my turn, and i got white.....

oh Thank You. being a person that was in a period mode, my luck never good. Liverpool always lose whenever my period come.da~~

oh well. so among us, only Aqilah got the orange box. and lucky she got plenty of friends to go with for the meet&greet. i was worried if she'd go there alone.

anyway, the stomach was hungry. but the people already que in front of the gate. Emi and Ahhin went to the nearby KFC whilst me,Aqilah and Noi waited for them at that KL Live. oh, Hani also there with her friend, Bai.

oh. Bai is really tall. there was this time, when i was talking to her, that i suddenly got annoyed and shouted at her "WHY ARE YOU SO TALL?????MY NECK IS HURTING COS I HAVE TO LOOK UP WHENEVER I TALK TO YOU!!" and Bai laughed at my shout, and she was kinda cool,cos she tried to be short for me,but fail.

aha.

oh. i also met my ex-KMPP mate, Azla. at KMPP, she was my neighbour. her room was in front of mine. anyway, she was nice. we talked a lot. and laugh and laugh.

oh. there was this time when i was talking with Bai, and then a girl suddenly talked to me. and so i talked to her. and we laughed together talking about the Kpop stuff. and so i asked her where does she live,and where is she studying,and she said she's studying at UiTM Penang. my mind was "oh,Ahhin study there too"

and when Ahhin arrived from KFC with Emi(she went to Starbucks~~), Ahhin gave her drink to that Penang girl. and i asked her "why did you give her that???" and wow oh wow, that Penang girl is a friend of Ahhin.

so i was like 'WHOA THERE!!'

then, tick tock tick tock, the time was 4pm. still no announcement. i was kinda guilty about taking Noi,cos she need to study and all, but she end up doing nothing and just wait for 4hours for a kpop band that she didn't even know for. so i asked her, "Noi,you don't mind waiting for all this stuff?" then she said "nope. i've been standing at the ward before."

so she didn't mind, at first.

i snapped this using Emi's camera cos Emi was nowhere to be found.

so tick tock tick tock, it was 5pm. i asked Noi,"which one better, standing at the ward or here(KL Live)?" she finally said "EVEN WARD IS INTERESTING!"

haha.

nice.

again, TICK TOCK TICK TOCK,it was 6PM.

the gate suppose to be open by now. but nope, nothing like that happen. people were anxious.people were mad. then, fans suddenly scream with excitement. lucky that me, Emi, Aqilah and Bai were at a good spot. we were near the stairs, and cameramen from plenty of media and blogs appeared. one of them was from Seoulfm, and other sorts. every camera that pointed at us, we posed for them with smiling faces (hoho)....

and guess what, our faces appeared on this blog:

you see me??? and thanks to Bai's placard, our faces was the main aim for the photographer.haha.

(thanks for Nadia Zailan for telling me about that blog)

(credit image: mynjayz.com )

ok.

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK.

it was 7PM.

why are we still outside?

people were mad. some people shout "WE WANT BEAST!" "T-SHIRTS FIRST!" "BOO~~" "SO BEAST!!" and "SAYA TERKEJUT...HEY!"

the gate still not opened.

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK.

it was 8PM. STILL OUTSIDE.

WHY THE HELL WE STILL HERE???????OUTSIDE???? WE SUPPOSE TO BE INSIDE AT 7PM!!!! WHY THE HELL WE STILL OUTSIDE????

many people fainted. maybe cos those people sacrifice their lunch and maybe breakfast just to be in the front. and people were pushing and pushing cos they were too excited and too anxious to meet BEAST. the bodyguards were bad. they told people not to faint, which is so not proper, cos how could people control themselves form fainting anyway? and the waiting really make me tired, i even slept for 3minutes on Emi's shoulder cos i really was tired and hungry and upset. i was so disappointed with Universal Music Malaysia. i was too upset, i even shouted "ARE THEY HAVING THEIR MAGHRIB PRAYER NOW??" the chinese in front of me were laughing. i shouldn't say something religious like that. i'm sorry.

and then, the gate opened. the bodyguards even let the fans with no official shirts in. by the way, behind me were Korean fans. i know cos i heard them talked in Korean. and... damn you, KOREAN FANGIRLS! WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO STRONG???? DON'T DO ALL THOSE PUSHING IN MALAYSIA, CAN YOU???? 

seriously guys. these Korean girls look sweet and thin like SNSD, but nope, they're strong like Jang Miran,the Korean weightlifter.

and i'm sorry if i said some racist remarks. i'm just too upset. it's not the first time Korean fans did that to me.

and so... i finally in.

i was searching for Noi and Ahhin cos i was worried about them cos they didn't even like Beast, but they had to face the push push from the fans. they really were far from me. and while i was searching, i suddenly saw someone waving at me. haha. it was Asya! (it's you,rite???i hope it's you.)

again, i was in.

and ok ok, i'll make a Part 2. (a good thing that i didn't even go to the Autograph session)

ta then.....!

credit images: Emilia's facebook

tomorrow.BEAST showcase.

A'kum n ello...

i want to blog about something, but the scanner is wrecked right now,so i can't blog about what i want to blog.

i dunno if you understand but please try to understand and just ignore it if you don't really understand. or maybe just ignore whatever i just typed.

hrm hrm.

i'm trying to think of what to blog.................

oh.

tomorrow is BEAST's showcase.

say YEAY YEAY YEAY TO ME!!!!

the Uruguay player say: YEAY ALIA IS GOING TO BEAST'S SHOWCASE!!!!WEEEEEE!!!

sorry Alisa. i know i should be helping you with all the University stuff, but sorry dear, do it yourself. you need to know what it feels like to be an adult. and i'm just too lazy to care about your  first day at university.

ok.

back to BEAST.

yesterday, i went shopping with aqilah. it was kinda cool cos we bought the gift for Doojoon(me) and Yoseob(Aqilah). mine was kinda nice. but i love aqilah's gift. i'll show you the gifts AFTER the showcase.you know, just to avoid people to copy-cat if they accidentally see this blog of mine (if i really put the picture of the gifts.)

and oh, i have to practice high-five. i just found out that Beast high-fived all the fans' hands in Philippines and Singapore. so obviously they'll do that to the fans in Malaysia too,unless if JAKIM told BEAST not to high five us.just kidding,seriously cos it won't be fair if we don't have that high-five.

so Doojoon, i'll be waiting for you....

come here Alia.

and hey yo cutie Dongwoon, i'll wait for you too.

 [bcos she just like Dongwoon for a few days,so there is no picture of Dongwoon in her folder]

i dunno if there's a football match on the night, oh there's Uruguay vs South Korea at 10pm. and wow, the Beast members maybe don't have the time to watch the match.

...or maybe after the fansigning they'll shout DAE HAN MIN GUK! *clap clap 3x* and ask us to watch the match at the nearby mamak. woo,that'll be nice. [dream on~~]

anyway, Uruguay vs South Korea~~

i'm thinking of searching at this one certain Uruguay player......

hihihihihihihi.

ta then!